Grace

GRACE

Preface

Part I

As many quotes and phrases as are written in part I (i.e. His Mercy and Love) are the collections of His absolute Grace and wonderful counsel to me when I was in New Delhi (very much corrupted and defiled) and when I was at Ansal Institute of Technology, Gurgaon (still in much rebellion and disobedience). The LORD finally gained me in His gracious recovery. Hallelujah!

Part II

It includes the initial phase of my Life in the United States! Looking back at times from now I can see that He never left me and forsook me. I am not in a position to speak anything good to HIM in words. His goodness to me is beyond my comprehension. May all the Glory, Praises, Thanksgivings, and, ALL (including our very tripartite being) belong to Him, the Triune GOD alone, forever and ever, Amen!

“JESUS ONLY!”

“O Lord, Your Mercy, I seek.”

Part I

1. By your own deeds you will not get salvation. By our own – we can’t even understand that what actually the Salvation is and that whether do we really need it? It is by Grace that we are saved through faith, and not of works and doctrines that one should boast. Grace is God dispensing Himself freely into and for us. Hallelujah!

[Romans 3:23-24] “For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, being justified freely by His grace through the redemption which is in Christ Jesus.”

Human based philosophy will not get you any closer to living GOD. Faith is a free gift! Grace is absolute freedom and is absolutely free to all those who believe in Christ.

[Ephesians 6:24] “Grace be with all those who love our Lord Jesus Christ in incorruptibility.”

2. There is an answer for most problems in our life or others in scripture. Have you ever noticed it? There are answers for all problems in our life or other’s in His Word.

[As a believer] I can’t help anyone – who refuses to take scriptural solution for any type of problem.

[James 4:10]

“Be humbled before the Lord, and He will exalt you.”

3. Do not be a problem oriented person. Oh! I remember while preparing for my entrance examinations (IIT), we used to say, “Look I have so many problems, tough problems, that even the teachers could not solve.”

How pitiful, this is our condition, today! The fallen man has become problem centered. Be an answer oriented; lovers of God. Christ is the unique answer of God to men. Grace is elimination of all problems! Hallelujah!

[Romans 8:1-2]

“There is now then no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus. For the law of the Spirit of life has freed me in

Christ Jesus from the law of sin and of death.”

4. For relationship, whether poor human relationship or God-man divine friendship; exit every night from all relationship so that next morning you can enter in a fresh way. You will then re-enter, it’s a new entering. The person becomes new; the relationship becomes new, and so is the Grace!

[1 Samuel 16:7]

“But the LORD said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the LORD seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the LORD looketh on the heart.”

So that you do not take anything for granted. This is the foundation of eternal friendship. Hallelujah!

5. Claim in God’s name and you will receive. Be all the hours active in the kingdom of God. The spirit is the key in the mingling. Work diligently for what you are here. Redeem the time and pray earnestly. Human spirit is wonderful. Human spirit and God’s Spirit can be One Spirit. Hallelujah! Wow! This is Grace! Hallelujah!

[Romans 8:14] “For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, these are sons of God.”

[2 Corinthians 13:14] “The grace of the Lord Jesus Christ and the love of God and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you all.”

6. Keep patience in God, it is a long journey [a continuous process]. Patience is Christ Himself waiting through us. Patience is Christ growing in us. Patience means more mingling. But yes! Whatever you will ask from the Father and for the Glory of His Son -it will be done to you.

Patience as Battle: It is like fighting the last battle at the border-line. The duration of the war is not certain, it is unknown. No one knows it exactly except the Abba -“Lord how long”? It depends upon your diligence and God’s plan.

[Ecclesiastes 3:1]

“To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:”

But once when you win it [the battle], the patience manifests itself, you will be grown into the kingdom of God, the blossoming Kingdom. You will be like the first bencher in Christian life; the finisher of the race. But be on alarm [always remember] that if you loose it you will be thrown into the middle of the battle once again.

[Psalms 41:1]

“I waited patiently on Jehova,

And He inclined to me

And heard my cry.”

And the Father will help you, to overcome it. The only difference is that you need to know ‘His’ heart’s desire, His unique purpose! So pray the more and have more [and many] intimate fellowship with the Triune God. In fact I pray to Abba daily that I no more wish to pray for just the fellowshipping, LORD; but that, “Thou be my instant-constant fellowship, all the time!” Amen. Hallelujah!

[Romans 12:12]

“Rejoice in hope; endure [be patient] in tribulation; persevere in prayer.”

7. God is our eternal, real, and true Father. He is everything to us. He sent us here and choose and decided our parents and family. But we fallen human beings forgot that and became more [fully] involved into our earthly family than to be remembering our true and real family and business. May God bless us and help us to realize our purpose in Him and may we live for God alone. Amen.

[1 Corinthians 12:14] “For the body is not one member but many.”

8. “The first great business on earth is the sanctification of my own soul”. – Anon.

[James 1:2] Count it all joy, my brothers, whenever you fall into various trials,”

9. CHARACTER: “Character is who you are in the DARK.” -Anon

Life is inward which is being manifested in a Godly Character of a God-man. So it is a matter of our soul also and not merely of the spirit. It is in true light that God points to us our real character. In light and life it is actually Christ’s living being manifested into us. Character is a vessel of God’s nature in us. So our real character reflects our real situation before God and the Word. Our character actually points that who we are and where we are?

[Acts 2:42]

“And they continued steadfastly in the teaching and the fellowship of the apostles, in the breaking of bread and the prayers.”

[Mark 2:13] “And He went out again beside the sea. And all the crowd came to Him, and He taught them.”

Character is must and needed [required] for God to use you to turn the Age; to do something significant. For example, in the Gospel of John we see a wonderful, beautiful Life of a God-man [Jesus] whereas in the Gospel of Mark we see a wonderful, beautiful character of such a God-man [Jesus].

[Titus 2:42]

“Who gave Himself for us that He might redeem us from all lawlessness and purify to Himself a particular people as His

unique possession, zealous of good works.”

10. “Search: for the lost; Wait: for those who had gone.”

“Searching for the lost; waiting for those who had gone.” O Lord Jesus, …Thy mercy I seek! Strengthen me into my inner man.

[John 10:11]

“I am the good Shepherd; the good Shepherd lays down His life for the sheep.”

Shall we pray?

[John 6:48] “I am the bread of life.”

[Galatians 6:10]

“So then, as we have the opportunity, let us do what is good toward all, but especially toward those of the household

of the faith.”

11. An INSIDE-OUT Approach [the Way of Life]: It’s a matter of our God-man character!

Be transparent in two areas of your life.

1. In what you do and what you say: There must be accuracy and balance between the two. Please read “the character of the Lord’s Worker” [by br. W. Nee], “Character” [by br. Witness Lee], and “the Normal Christian Worker” [by br. W. Nee].

[1 King 3:6]

“And Solomon said, You have shown great lovingkindness to Your servant David my father, because he walked before You in truth and righteousness and in uprightness of heart with You; and You have kept for him this great lovingkindness and have given him a son to sit upon his throne, as it is this day.”

1. In private life and in public life: Actually both should be our One unique “Church Life” and not merely something as Private life and Public Life. It’s God’s Life. This is a God-man Life! I live only Christ’s Life. Hallelujah. Praise Him!!

[2 Corinthians 3:17] “And the Lord is the Spirit; and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.”

12. “Effective ministry flows out of character and not out of external activity alone.” Think of the happiness and your enjoyment of Christ when you are in a test. [Example: Jacob].

1 John 2:15: [Believers] “Do not love the world nor the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in Him.”

1 Samuel 16:7: [Samuel] “But the Lord said to Samuel, “Pay no attention to his looks or to his splendid height, for I have passed him by. It is not what man sees; for man looks on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart.”

13. “Christians belongs to Jesus, and not just the followers of Jesus mean Christians.” Following is limited in the human realm and understanding but belonging and then being permeated by is the work of the Spirit and is carried away in the divine realm.

Romans 8:10: “But if Christ is in you, though the body is dead because of the sin, the spirit is life because of righteousness.”

For example: Salil is a Christian, HOW?

1. 1. Salil merely follows Jesus Christ or the goodness of Jesus Christ. (FALSE or Not so true!)

   2. Jesus moves Salil in ‘Himself’ [the All Inclusive Christ] by living inside him. Jesus is found in me and I am found in Jesus. (TRUE)

[Isaiah 44:1]

“But now hear, O Jacob, My servant,

And Israel, whom I have chosen.”

14. Whenever God wants anything done ‘He’ looks for young individual. A Young man is very important in God’s plan in any age. All turners of Age were the man those who were caught by God early in their life. Their faith was like burning fire, a smoking furnace, and consuming flame.

Examples: Count Zinzendorf was a young man when he was caught by the Lord as was John Nelson Darby, the leader of the Brethren assemblies. John Wesley, Charles Wesley, and George Whitefield were also young men when they were called by the Lord. Missionaries that the Lord used in church history to gospelize the world, such as Hudson Taylor, William Carey, and David Livingstone, were called by the Lord when they were young. (W. Lee, A Young Man in God’s Plan)

Daniel 1:17: [Daniel and his friends] “As for these four youths, God gave them mastery and understanding in all the literature and science, and Daniel gained insights in every kind of vision and dream.”

From the time of creation God has always been going on. He has a plan, and with this plan He has an aim, a goal. In order to reach this goal He has to go on and on. With every step of the Lord’s going on, there is always something new. With people like Adam, Abel, Noah, Abraham, Moses, and David there was always a new step of the Lord’s going on. It is hard for God to go on with older ones because they tend to be set, settled, and occupied. It is much easier for God to do something revolutionary with young people, to turn the age from one direction to another direction. (Witness Lee, A Young Man in God’s Plan.)

[Acts 2:23]

“This man, delivered up by the determined counsel and foreknowledge of God, you, through the hand of lawless men,

nailed to a cross and killed;”

15. Exercising True Authority: God is the Unique Authority. Oh! Respond to the divine Call, God’s Call, the Calling of Abba Father God. Will you respond? Oh! Throughout the centuries many have responded. O Lord, Have Thy Mercy!

1. Abraham, [Gen 12:4] “So Abram went as Jehovah had spoken to him, and Lot went with him. Now Abram was seventy five years old when he went out of Haran.”

2. David, [1 Samuel 16:4] “So Samuel did what Jehovah said and came to Bethlehem. And the elders of the city came trembling to meet him, and they said, Do you come peaceably?”

3. Isaiah, [Isaiah 6:8] “Then I heard the voice of the Lord, saying, Whom shall I send? Who will go for Us? And I said, Here am I; send me.”

4. Daniel, and all the young ones who responded to the call of the LORD.

5. All the twelve disciples of Jesus, and like Paul, Mark, Luke, and Timothy, they all.

6. And any great evangelist/obedient servants (well most of them), about whom you know or heard about, including any saints such as Iraneous, Augustine, Thomas A. Kempis, Martin Luther, brother J. N. Darby, D. L. Moody, Watchman Nee, Witness Lee, and countless many others; they all!! Praise the LORD.

16. Thanking our Lord God in all and everything: Always Rejoice. [ 1 Th. 5:6 ]

Don’t plants your thoughts, your interpretations but plant God’s word. God works in God’s way to wrought God into the man to produce God-man. So let it be God’s Work in God’s Way. In actuality and reality it is nothing but Christ as “All and in All”.

[Romans 8:28] “And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.”

[Ephesians 4:12] For the perfecting of the saints unto the work of the ministry, unto the building up of the Body of Christ,”

[Matthew 28:18] And Jesus came and spoke to them, saying, All authority has been given to Me in heaven and on earth.”

17. The maturity concern:

When Christ calls people to Christian maturity, he intends to them to their full potential. Let all be Christ and of Christ. In Christ alone God is well pleased. Christ is the all-sufficient, all-acceptable sacrifice. Christ is All-Inclusive. So Let it be “Jesus Only”.

[Eph. 2:15] “Abolishing in His flesh the law of the commandments in ordinances, that He might create the two in Himself into one new man, so making peace,”

18. You are being bought up on the Glorious Cross! A complete price has been paid for you. You belong to your Master now. Your Master chose you and not you chose Him.

[John 15:16] “You did not choose Me, but I chose you, and I set you that you should go forth and bear fruit and that your fruit should remain, that whatever you ask the Father in My name, He may give you.”

[John 16:7] “But I tell you the truth, It is expedient for you that I go away; for if I do not go away, the Comforter will not come to you; but if I go, I will send Him to you.”

19. You need Anointing first [the Spirit] for to be a vessel useful to Father’s eternal plan. Otherwise you will be in hurry, hassle, haste, and unclarity for both yourself, and for others, and for the Lord’s ministry.

[Ephesians 4:10-13, 15, 16] “He who descended, He is also the One who ascended far above all the heavens that He might fill all things.) And He Himself gave some as apostles and some as prophets and some as evangelists and some as shepherds and teachers, For the perfecting of the saints unto the work of the ministry, unto the building up of the Body of Christ, Until we all arrive at the oneness of the faith and of the full knowledge of the Son of God, at a full-grown man, at the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ, But holding to truth in love, we may grow up into Him in all things, who is the Head, Christ, Out from whom all the Body, being joined together and being knit together through every joint of the rich supply and through the operation in the measure of each one part, causes the growth of the Body unto the building up of itself in love.”

[- Also read Life Study Msg. 85-86, Genesis]

20. Strictly speaking ‘Oneness’ is different from ‘Unity’. Oneness is matter of ‘One’, this is in Spirit; ‘Unity’ is outwardly one accordance, in flesh and soul. Oneness is One entity of the Spirit within the believers, which makes them all One. This Oneness is a person, Christ Himself, who is the Spirit dwelling within us.

[Eph. 4:4] “One Body and one Spirit, even as also you were called in one hope of your calling.”

21. “The Lord God wants to see your dark side, asking your weakness in that.” And “Christ Himself is the One Unique Healing and the Healer.” Hallelujah!

[2 Corinthians 8:2] “That in much proving of affliction the abundance of their joy and the depth of their poverty abounded unto the riches of their liberality;”

[Romans 2:29]

“But he is a Jew who is one inwardly; and circumcision is of the heart, in spirit, not in letter, whose praise is not from

men, but from God.”

22. Four Noble things in the Hostel/Campus:

• Speak Joyfully always, being cheerful in fellowshipping with others!

• Listen very seriously, emphatically! Bless the LORD.

• Keep praising the Lord Christ Jesus; Always Rejoicing, giving thanks to the Father God in all things!

• But be serious [yet delightful] always whenever answering queries, and questions, or offering help to others, for the Lord!

[Mark 1:15]

“And saying, The time is fulfilled and the kingdom of God has drawn near. Repent and believe in the gospel.”

23. The Lord God says, “When you get serious about finding Me and want it more than anything else, I’ll make sure you won’t be disappointed.”

[-To the captives in Babylon]

Also read – [Psalm 13] and then [Psalm 89]

24. “Some of these people have missed the most important thing in life – they don’t know God.”

But “Draw close to God, and God will draw close to you.”

[- Paul told Timothy]

[James 4:8]

“Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-souled!”

25. “You are blessed that you don’t know something.”

“You are blessed that you asked something.”

“Blessed are those who are lacking, those who are dependent on God.”

[1 Peter 1:3] “Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who according to His great mercy has regenerated us unto a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead.”

26. “Goodness comes from God, and not from self. Neither it springs from any outward (other) source nor it is a learned behavior. It is a fruit of our faith, through Grace in Christ that comes forth through the Spirit, in Abba, Father God.”

[Romans 8:16] “The Spirit Himself witnesses with our spirit that we are children of God.”

27. I said to Abba God, “Shall I work for others; live for others, and serve them?” But the Lord God spoke to me, “No! First be served in My divine love, by My Son, and live for the purpose you have got in Me.” The self-conceived service is poor; the serving to others will be over and forgotten. But the souls living for My sake and for Me alone will rejoice eternally. When you are served in Christ by the Christ, Christ Himself will serve others through you. Hallelujah. This is wonderful.

[2 Peter 1:4] “Through which He has granted to us precious and exceedingly great promises that through these you might become partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption which is in the world by lust.”

Then I asked Abba God, “What is my purpose, and how can I know it? Then the Lord God spoke to me again, saying, “son, you again missed My heart, it’s not your purpose individually, independently; but it’s My purpose in you, for you, together. Seek Me for your purpose. Seek My counsel in my Words. Let My dear Son serve you for your whole life. In this I am well pleased.”

“The Scriptures, composed of sixty-six books, contain many different teachings, but if we would make a thorough and careful study of the Scriptures with spiritual insight, we would realize that God’s economy is simply His plan to dispense Himself into humanity. God’s economy is God’s dispensation, which means nothing other than God dispensing Himself into the human race.” – (God’s Economy, Witness Lee)

28. For the thousand Sin I committed last year, God forgave me, but for the thousand and oneth Sin I committed, He said to me, now I am going to put My wrath on you; and I cried with my whole strength; breaking the nerves of my neck; out of great fear, and shouted loudly saying but “Why Lord”?

And the Lord God said:

With each Sin you committed you have lost your faith bit by bit, always, loosing the Spirit. However this wrath of mine put upon you will eventually help you, for the light and discipline (in pain, sorrow, and suffering) it will bring upon you will give you new life in Me, but if you want to escape it, surely the end shall be your death.

[John 8:44]

“You are of your father the devil, and you want to do the desires of your father. He was a murderer from the beginning and does not stand in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaks the lie, he speaks it out of his own possessions; for he is a liar and the father of it.”

For to regain your faith back, My wrath is an act of MY love, but to forgive you and let you uncaught and unexposed for the previous thousand Sin you committed was My grace upon you, to make you grow in life and learn and mature; and to understand the true nature of the divine and of love.

[Pslams 18:25-26]

“With the merciful (faithful) Thou wilt show Thyself merciful (faithful); with an upright (perfect) man Thou wilt show Thyself upright (perfect); With the pure Thou wilt show Thyself pure; and with the perverse Thou wilt show Thyself froward (contrary).”

29. “For what you gain from the Sin is a lie but what you loosed is open to your eyes.” My Mercy upon you is eternal and beyond wisdom and thoughts.

[Eph. 2:10] “For we are His masterpiece, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand in order that we would walk in them.“

30. To the College Young:

Life is uncertain in its ways, but to understand GOD’S Will is our ultimate purpose. To Love Him is our main goal. For what life will throw next is unknown to us and to all creatures, and is hidden from our eyes, but with GOD we can hope for the future.

[Psalms 36:9]

“For with Thee is the fountain of life: in Thy light shall we see light.”

One can not be completely satisfied unless and until he discovers GOD. Without the Cause nothing make sense. O, you young and brave, will you let the most important thing (battle for faith) pass away? Will you not ponder on GOD. Great and incomprehensible is the Mercy and Love of God for man. Man’s true rest liveth in God.

[Hebrews 11:24-26]

“By faith Moses, when he had grown up, refused to be called the son of Pharaoh’s daughter, Choosing rather to be ill treated with the people of God than to have the temporary enjoyment of sin, Considering the reproach of the Christ greater riches than the treasures of Egypt; for he looked away to the reward.”

31. Today we the Young are energetic and with full of actions. Today we have the intellect. But dear brothers and sisters do not forget that all (everything) is having the same fate at the end. All perishes. Aristotle came and departed. Plato came and went away. Marx came and died. Newton and Einstein too came and are also gone now.

[Ecclesiastes 3:11]

“He hath made every thing beautiful in his time: also he hath set the world in their heart, so that no man can find out the work that God maketh from the beginning to the end.”

What they all lived and contributed is not insignificant to human history in human understanding and so we do remember them still now. But then look ahead for the further future, which is not bound in time. There lies eternity at the both end of the time line. No intellect can put faith into the man’s heart and resolve the eternity. We the creatures, we the created, we the made and dust, how can we boast on eternity. How shall we? Can we? Without Abba we are but dust and earth.

[Ecclesiastes 7:1-2]

“A good name is better than precious ointment; and the day of death than the day of one’s birth. It is better to go to the house of mourning, than to go to the house of feasting: for that is the end of all men; and the living will lay it to his heart.”

[2 Timothy 3:16] “All Scripture is God-breathed and profitable for teaching, for conviction, for correction, for instruction in righteousness.”

Love God.

32. Seek His mercy for God so loved the world that He loved us and even died for us when we were still sinners and far away from Him. God is love and He loves all. Hallelujah for Christ’s redemption. Christ is for all, salvation is ours. Our true Faith is in Christ and truly speaking man’s true faith in One living God is Christ Himself. Amen.

[Luke 1:35] “And the angel answered and said to her [Mary], The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you; therefore also the holy thing which is born will be called the Son of God.”

33. God and the Holy Spirit are always for you, with you, in you, and for your help and protection. And you must not forget that you are covered with the Lamb’s Blood. There’s nothing in this Universe which this Blood can not pay for and redeem. Actually He has already purchased and redeemed all. Amen! The love of the processed triune God (The All Inclusive Spirit, Our Christ Lord Jesus) is with you, in you, and for your rest and peace.

[Acts 1:10-11] “And while they were looking intently into heaven as He went, behold, two men in white clothing stood beside them, who also said, Men of Galilee, why do you stand looking into heaven? This Jesus, who has been taken up from you into heaven, will come in the same way as you beheld Him going into heaven.”

34. Three things [types of] people do mostly in vacation-

1. Eat- Sleep- TV- Gossip

2. Download Games/Softwares- Playing/Net Surfing/Computers

3. Friends- Roaming/touring- Movies

What shall we do-

1. Eat more of the Lord- Read the Bible extensively- Preach the Gospel

2. Translate Hymns- Compose Hymns- prepare the eDistribution Sets and materials

3. Fellowship with saints- Attend all meetings- Watch Video Messages

[John 16:13-15] “But when He, the Spirit of reality, comes, He will guide you into all the reality; for He will not speak from Himself, but what He hears He will speak; and He will declare to you the things that are coming. He will glorify Me, for He will receive of Mine and will declare it to you. All that the Father has is Mine; for this reason I have said that He receives of Mine and will declare it to you.”

35. Enjoy, develop and maintain your own personal relationship with the Holy Spirit. Go deeper and deeper into that relationship. He is your best friend, number One, above all, and the most intimate one. The Lord is the Spirit with our spirit. Hallelujah!

[Isa. 26:9]

“With my soul have I desired Thee in the night; yea, with my spirit within me will I seek thee early: for when Thy judgments are in the earth, the inhabitants of the world will learn righteousness.”

36. “It’s not your prayers, it’s not your ability, but it is your surrender.” – Thank you Father!!

You saith O Lord: “I’m glad you can’t; now I will.”

37. Brother D.L. Moody once said:

“If I can take an unbeliever and get him quiet for five minutes, and in those minutes have him think about eternity, I can get him saved. I won’t have to say anything.” I agree to this. O Lord grant us the opportunity to save departed souls, those who have never taste your love. Have mercy, Father. Taste and try Thy Son through me. Amen!

[Revelation 21:2] “And I saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband.”

38. “The life of a believer is not so easy until his family (household) is saved, until the whole household receive the salvation and the Holy Spirit . Be then watchful and pray the more for your family, if still your parents are not saved. Do not loose heart but keep on praying for them.

[Acts 16:31]

“And they said, Believe on the Lord Jesus, and you shall be saved, you and your household.”

Love them and never be afraid of proclaiming the truths which have set you free. Let the sound of your testimony be very loud to their eardrums. Our God is a hearing God, who hears prayers, and is All-Merciful. Please do not fail God from our part. Let God defeat us. Hallelujah!” Keep praying for your family in genuine faith and hope in Christ Lord Jesus.

[Matthew 3:3] “For this is he who was spoken of through Isaiah the prophet saying, “A voice of one crying in the wilderness, Prepare the way of the Lord; make straight His paths.””

39. Grace Is The Honor Of Being Debt-free (Being Able To Be Debtless Yet Priceless In His Eyes) – HALLELUJAH!

Eat the Lord — Pray the more — Pay the Price (sacrifice and consecrate)

1. • Are you ready for paying the price? Yes. O Lord, Thy Love I seek.

   • Are you ready to die for the Lord? Yes. I am ready to die for you, Lord. Thy Cross and Blood I seek and need.

   • Are you ready to completely surrender to Lord? Yes. Lord I am ready to be completely obedient to you. Be merciful, O Lord. Thy Grace I seek.

[Matthew 28:19] “Go therefore and disciple all the nations, baptizing them into the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit.”

[Mark 16:16] “He who believes and is baptized shall be saved, but he who does not believe shall be condemned.”

40. Thou saith O Lord:

“I don’t anoint vessels that are empty of Me. I anoint vessels that are full of Me. Even one drop less to the full is empty.” My Lord, My Master, live through me. Accept, remember, and process my consecrations. Amen.

41. “Fear and guilt is the first result of self- consciousness, whereas faith and boldness is the first fruits of being God- Consciousness. The second result of Self-conciseness is pride and vanity of minds and of God-conciseness is gaining Christ the All and in All.

“Earthen vessel I was made, I know it now that why God created.” Amen!”

[John 7:39] “But this He said concerning the Spirit, whom those who believed into Him were about to receive; for the Spirit was not yet, because Jesus had not yet been glorified.”

[John 14:17] “Even the Spirit of reality, whom the world cannot receive, because it does not behold Him or know Him; but you know Him, because He abides with you and shall be in you.”

42. “When we become God-Conscious, we are no longer forced to trust in ourselves and our own strength, but God’s presence resides within, bringing power and authority to our live. The Life of God is in us, the Light now shines and the darkness cannot overcome it. The veil is now unveiled and the darkness being destroyed . Satan is defeated. Hallelujah!”

[1 Corinthians 2:9] “But as it is written, “Things which eye has not seen and ear has not heard and which have not come up in man’s heart; things which God has prepared for those who love Him.””

43. GOD wants complete surrender!

Do not take part in discussions, and “Please Do not lie”. For gossips and discussions brings forth vanity, lie, deceits, and exaggeration.

Just go to prayer; pray the more for the person with whom your soul wanted to be yoked in arguments, discussions, and in gossiping. Instead, be led by the Spirit. This will lead to peace!

[Galatians 3:13] “Christ has redeemed us out of the curse of the law, having become a curse on our behalf; because it is written, “Cursed is every one hanging on a tree”;”

44. “Victory” means, putting your life, you, and the complete self into the God’s plan and possession. Victory will usher by being get defeated all the time in Christ. This is the greatest victory God wants to give us, that’s all, above all. How wonderful it is to be found in Christ always, just like a war prisoner of the Lord just as Apostle Paul found himself, and experienced, and lived.

[Romans 5:3] “And not only so, but we also boast in our

tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces endurance;”

45. Be strong! Stand in your faith!

“Brothers let us not try to run away from the fear, guilt , shame, and exposer of our sinful mind and actions. For we cannot run away from Sin truly. But if we try to hide and run away and from being caught then we only sin more and we sin in our hidden self.

[Romans 5:17] “For if by the offense of the one death reigned through the one, much more those who receive the abundance of grace and of the gift of righteousness will reign in life through the One, Jesus Christ.”

By not being exposed by the Lord in our filthiness and lustfulness, and deceitfulness, and deceptiveness, and fleshiness… we will be only a stumbling block to the Lord’s testimony. God will not grow and blossom in us. Christ will be just as a prisoner in our spirit. Oh I can not go further, Oh let Him expose us! Oh! Lord expose me, of my true condition. Oh Lord be merciful and graceful, I know it will pain to this soul and flesh but Lord I am ready, EXPOSE ME! My spirit will become fat.”

[Acts 2:21] “And it shall be that everyone who calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved.”

[Romans 8:9] “But you are not in the flesh, but in the spirit, if indeed the Spirit of God dwells in you. Yet if anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ, he is not of Him.”

[Romans 10:10] “For with the heart there is believing unto righteousness, and with the mouth there is confession unto salvation.”

46. We are the born sinners. So do no be ashamed of this fact, and do rejoice in Christ that He actually died for the sinners and not for the self-righteous. Hallelujah! But yes be ashamed of sinning, going free without caring for His love; out of the Body of Christ; Being found out of the Church Life; Having the rocky, thorny, and cold heart.

[1 Peter 1:5]

“Who are being guarded by the power of God through faith unto a salvation ready to be revealed at the last time;”

Oh Yes! Be true and honest, and understandable about your actual condition in truth and reality which is in Christ alone. He Himself is the grace. Praise the Lord. Hallelujah. Amen.

[Matthew 3:3] “For this is he who was spoken of through Isaiah the prophet saying, “A voice of one crying in the wilderness, Prepare the way of the Lord; make straight His paths.””

47. May God be merciful. However be confined in Christ the all in all, it is easy, enjoyable, and altogether lovely. I love the Church Life, I love the God’s Life. I Love God. I enjoy God. He is altogether lovely, attracting, enjoyable and satisfactory to me. Oh Christ is my peace. He is my patience and strength, God is my Joy.

Brothers and Sisters, please pray and exercise your mingled Spirit. Enjoy the Lord even the more. His riches are unsearchable. Let His love fill you from your toe to head and above and over your entire being. But resist the devil and then you can resist and understand the subtleness of the Sin and fallen self in us, in the long run of your Christian Life on this earth. Hallelujah!

[1 Peter 1:2]

“Chosen according to the foreknowledge of God the Father in the sanctification of the Spirit unto the obedience and sprinkling of the blood of Jesus Christ: Grace to you and peace be multiplied.”

48. Fast, weep, mourn, and repent, and ask forgiveness in My name, saith the Lord, to me in my errors and sins. Pray the more and make petitions in true humility and lovingkindness.

My spirit responded, crying unto the Lord, “O Lord I fear Thee.”

And the Lord said: And continue from where you are. Do not boast and lest Satan comes into you to possess you in Pride. Thy BLOOD covers me, O Lord. Thank you so much. Amen.

[2 Peter 3:12] “Expecting and hastening the coming of the day of God, on account of which the heavens, being on fire, will be dissolved, and the elements, burning with intense heat, are to be melted away?”

49. Repent for each ’sin’ no matter how small or big it is. Repent every time when you pray. Exercise your spirit and the more you live and exercise your spirit the more your spirit will convict you of your sins. It is as necessary or as important (valuable) as believing that there is a living God. Do you see this brother?

A repenting heart is full of grace and God. A repenting conscience is clean, calm, and free of hostility towards the Lord God. One who repents all the time is not actually a greater sinner than other believers but he is the one who is really a Lover of Christ, in Christ, a lovable lovely saint in Christ, a true pleasing one to God. We all need His mercy!!

So please pray and seek, and repent of your sins and self.

[1 John 1:6] “If we say that we have fellowship with Him and yet walk in the darkness, we lie and are not practicing the truth;”

50. Until we are clean in our conscience, in our heart, and in our mind and body, the Lord can’t come to us with His Anointing and His power. He waits for our repentance. We shouldn’t limit such an All Inclusive Christ to be only limited into our regenerated spirit. Let Him grow and grow the more, and develop, and blossom in us (in our whole being) until our complete maturity into Christ alone, the God-man. And yes the processed triune God, the loving Abba Father God is always with us to shape us, mold us, to show us the Way of His good pleasure. Thou art the potter Lord, and we art Thy clay. Hallelujah, Praise God.

[1 John 1:7] “But if we walk in the light as He is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus His Son cleanses us from every sin.”

51. He will not only warn you before sinning but He will try His best to help you to not do the sin, after you do by your own will and not asking for help… you are still always welcomed to Him. Fear not but eat from Him!! Love Him and learn of the Lord Jesus. For He is our comforter, friend, and sole content.

[1 John 1:9] “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”

52. “When you lie down in your bed and pray you are already in your soul, and over that when you pray in your mind you are in your very self. That is death; that is Satan lying and not Lord praying within you.” — Thank You Lord. Mercy!

53. “Praying in our mind gives us an instant and constant inner feeling of our soul-life, a deep craving to touch God. Spirit misses! We can feel that. Oh, Lord Jesus, Oh Lord.

God is far somewhere and we have knowledge of Him in our mind but we can not touch Him and taste. Oh! This brings death and deadness inside of us. It is the sole reality and open exposures of such selfish, self-satisfying, Christ-less prayers.” Oh Lord, mercy on us. Amen.

[1 John 5:13] “I have written these things to you that you may know that you have eternal life, to you who believe into the name of the Son of God.”

54. O’ Lord, make me an overcomer! I am ready to meet Your hearth’s desire, O, Lord make me the Zion. I am ready to be used by You for Your purpose. Amen

55. Today the church is “Christly”, “Resurrectionly”, and “Heavenly.” These three adjectives describe the fact conveyed in the Bible. The church is of Christ; the church is of resurrection; and the church is of heavens. Hallelujah and Amen.

56. With the believer there is still the flesh of sin, but with the church there is no flesh of sin because the church was born in resurrection [1 Pet. 1:3, above]. The church is a matter in Christ, in resurrection, and in Christ’s ascension in the heavenlies.

[Colossians 1:18]

“And He is the Head of the Body, the church; He is the beginning, the Firstborn from the dead, that He Himself might have the first place in all things;”

57. According to Christ is the Head of the Body, the Church. Christ is not only the Head of the Body but also the Body of the Head . Because He is the All-Inclusive One, He is the Head and He is the Body.

[1 Cor. 12:12]

“For even as the body is one and has many members, yet all the members of the body, being many, are one body, so also is the Christ.”

58. We have seen something concerning Christ as the mystery of God and concerning the Church as the mystery of Christ… [Yet] in our daily life we cannot say strongly that we live Christ. Oh, Lord Jesus. Dear brethren, we should live Christ by continuously calling upon Him and by praying unceasingly in our spirit. The Spirit is the key in our Living Christ. The more we are in the Spirit, the more we live Christ. Oh, Lord, have mercy on us. Strengthen us into our inner man. Oh, Lord, this is our daily prayer. Amen.

[Psalms 16:1]

“Preserve me, O God: for I take refuge in You.”

59. A desperate prayer:

“Lord, as You have opened up Your Word to me and as You have opened up my eyes to see Your Word, I need Your mercy and I need Your grace to be brought into this reality. I need to live Christ for the issuing out of the Body. I need such a reality. Lord, would You give me the grace that I could forget everything else? I would forget every problem, and I wouldn’t care for anything else except for Christ and the issue of Christ, the One Body of Christ.”

[Col. 4:2-3]

“Persevere in prayer, watching in it with thanksgiving, Praying at the same time for us also, that God would open to us a door for the word, to speak the mystery of Christ (because of which also I am bound),”

60. True Grace: Being A Captive In Christ

[2 Cor. 2:14]

“But thankful be to God, who always leads us in triumph in the Christ and manifests the savor of the knowledge of Him through us in every place.”

W. J. Conybeare, in his translation of 2 Corinthians, tells us that the Greek word for “leads us in triumph’ [2 Cor. 2:14, above verse] was a special word used in ancient times to describe a triumphal procession. In the Roman Empire, whenever a general won a battle, he used to capture many captives. Then in the capital there was a celebration of the victory, and in that celebration there was a triumphal procession with many captives to make a show of the victory gained by the general. The apostle Paul adopted this expression to show that Christ is the general who gained the victory and that God today is celebrating Christ’s victory. Amen.

[An Autobiography of a person in the Spirit by Witness Lee]

61. “Lord, defeat me. Be merciful to me and never let me have the victory. O Lord, how dangerous and how pitiful it would be if you would allow me to have the victory. Lord, keep me defeated.” Amen.

62. “O’ Lord, make me Your captive. Never let me win. Defeat me all the time.” [ 1 Thess. 5:17, Colo. 4:2, Eph. 6 :18, all verses look above] Pray all the time in our One Spirit, our mingled Spirit.

63. Day by day there are many struggles, not between you and the world, but between you and the Lord. Day by day there are many battles, not between you and sins, but between you and the Lord. Do not focus on the world or sins, but take care of the battle between you and the Lord. If you would only be willing to be defeated by the Lord, the entire world and all the sins would be under your feet.

64. On Friends:

My two closest friends don’t want anything to do with God and claim to be atheists, and it hurts me to think I’ll never see them again after we die. Perhaps the most important thing I can tell you is to urge you not to give up on your friends. Someday they may realize their own spiritual emptiness and hopelessness, and give their lives to Christ …. Are you praying for them, and are you asking God to help you be a witness to them both by the way you live and by your words?

[Acts 9:4]

“And he fell on the ground and heard a voice saying to him, Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting Me?”

65. Shepherd receive me – In my sickness and sin, I was the 10th coin… O, Abba Father, although You have 9, but please do not leave the 10^th one; search me, for I am lost; I am out of the Body, I am afraid, gain Your 10th coin Lord … O, Abba Father, Have mercy on me! Have mercy on me! Is there mercy for me? Oh lord, O Lord, mercy.

66. The experience of Virgin Mary, the mother of Jesus of Nazareth, Our Lord: “My soul magnifies the Lord God and my spirit exalts Him.” [Luke 1:46-47] Amen!

Perhaps she was then 20 years old. How old are you? I am 21 now!

Magnifying the Lord is a matter of our soul, not of our spirit. This means that magnifying the Lord involves our mind, emotion, and will. It involves our thoughts, our likes and dislikes,

and our decisions. In all these things the Lord should be magnified. He should be magnified in our thoughts, in our likes and dislikes, and in our decisions concerning our direction. Mary enjoyed God in the spirit as her saving One. Then her soul, her being, with her mind, emotion, and will, magnified the Lord. We certainly need to learn of her to exult in the Lord with our spirit and magnify Him with our soul.

[Recovery Version, footnotes, Luke 1:46-47]

[Psalms 100:1-2]

“Make a joyful noise unto the LORD, all ye lands. Serve the LORD with gladness: come before his presence with singing.”

67. “If we look back, things always look arranged and beautiful, nice and easier. But we know now that how things were in the past. In our spirit we have the conviction of our past. In Christ we actually saw and realized our true real past. Oh, the more we forget our past the more beautiful we become in the eyes of our Lord. We do not have any boasting of our natural self and of our past but we love just Christ.

Before we go further, let’s enjoy this Psalm, Psalm 45. Let’s Love Him.

[Psalms 45: 1, 10- 11]

“My heart overflows with a good matter;

I speak what I have composed concerning the King.

My tongue is the pen of a ready writer.

Hear, O daughter, and see, and incline your ear;

And forget your people and your father’s house;

Thus the King will desire your beauty.

Because He is your Lord,

Worship Him.

68. Our past was in the midst of sin and death. Vanity was above all. We hated all the things from inside. We were not satisfied. We were not joyful and happy in the very core of our being. We were aching and not knowing why “I am aching?”. Something very important was missing and we were not aware of that. God and faith was far away from us. Mercy, Grace, Love, Forgiveness, Hope, Eternal Life, Truth and Light we didn’t knew about. Still if sometimes we look back the things don’t appear totally dark and black. But in actuality and reality it is BLACK and deep DARK. So lets not dwell anymore in our past. Look alone to Jesus Only. Hallelujah.

69. What I mean to say is that the whole is not totally ugly, yes it does contain some good and few nice things but then it is altogether composed of death and vanity. Brothers then please don’t be emotional on relationships, friends, our past, and on our past glories which were in darkness and Satan. But be meditative on the love of Christ and the death and resurrection of Christ and on the things of the future and eternity.”

[1 Samuel 24:13]

“As saith the proverb of the ancients, Wickedness proceedeth from the wicked: but mine hand shall not be upon thee.”

[Luke 14:33- 35]

“In the same way therefore everyone of you who does not forsake all his own possessions cannot be My disciple. Therefore salt is good; but if even the salt becomes tasteless, with what will its saltiness be restored? It is fit neither for the land nor for the manure pile; they will throw it out. He who has ears to hear, let him hear.”

70. Calling of God: Is Grace

It is very important to spend personal prayer time with God in intimacy!

Question to consider: How and when God calls His people and make them use? Just Love Him and eat Him and contain Him. Oh Lord Jesus.

71. Prayer is:

1. Talking and communing with our all

2. Listening with obedience

3. Speaking and exercising the Word of God

4. Proclaim the promises of God, in Christ

5. Pray-Reading the Word as our portion

6. Eating God, His constitution

7. Drinking and breathing the Spirit, outpoured

8. Moving and coordinating with the Lord

9. Being One with God

10. Being in our mingled spirit

72. The Lord in His infinite mercy and grace reveal to me that very fine “Lenin type” layers of blindness veils our eyes. It covers our sight and blocks the divine vision. With unveiling of each layer the visibility increases, the fellowship becomes sweeter and closer with the Lord day by day.

So brothers pray to the Lord to unveil your eyes. You don’t even know how blind you are. But I tell you we were blind even unto our own death. And we are blind even now. We are blind above all description. But today we are with hope and in Christ. And I tell you once our eyes are open (layer by layer) even then we need to be enlightened continually in the eyes of our heart. Amen. Lord thank you very much. O Lord, O Lord Jesus.

When we start seeing something then only we realize how blind we were. Hallelujah! So brothers before spending time, money, energy, and our consideration in any book or source, please do consider, reading first the books by Brother Watchman Nee and Brother Witness Lee.

“Christ was the only begotten Son of God. Now He has become the Firstborn. Christ plus all the sons—the church—is the one Body. There are no individual persons in the church; there is only Christ in the church. Anything that issues from Christ is the church. The church comes fully out of Christ and is one with Christ. As long as a man is regenerated, he is in Christ and becomes a part of the Body of Christ.”

[Watchman Nee, the Body of Christ]

However consider other books and sources as well as the Lord leads you. Heartily go to that, for God is sovereign and Father of all. But first see the call of the God’s New Testament Ministry. The God’s glorious economy. The Lord’s move in this age, the present Truth, the Present Church Age, the undivided One Body of Christ. Amen.

“The church as the Body of Christ is absolutely a matter of life. The church as the Body of Christ is not a doctrine; it is of life. This is absolutely a matter of life; it has nothing to do with knowledge or doctrine. As Christians we need very much to see the Body of Christ. But the only way we can see the Body of Christ is by God’s revelation. We cannot understand the Body of Christ with our mind. Even if we have all the knowledge there is about the Body of Christ, we still may not have seen the Body of Christ or touched the reality of the Body. Only those who have received revelation from God will see the Body of Christ, and only they will enter the reality of the Body.”

[Watchman Nee, the Body of Christ]

73. “Every man does his best, what he can until one day he stops and God finds him and he finds God.” – Anon.

[Philippians 4:7]

“And the peace of God, which surpasses every man’s understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus.”

74. “The noise and the silence have no share in peace – peace is a person – Jesus Christ.” -Amen.

[Romans 5:1]

“Therefore having been justified out of faith, we have peace toward God through our Lord Jesus Christ.”

75. In the Trinity each one is other centered. The Father is centered in the Son and in the Holy Spirit. The Son is centered in the Father and in the Holy Spirit, and likewise the Holy Spirit is centered in the Father and in the Son. No one is more or less than each other in the Godhead. All are equal. Actually in Trinity, in Triune God, there is not three but One person, One God. The Godhead’s person is One yet in the aspect three. Great is the mystery of Godhead which is being revealed to us in the All Inclusive Christ, in the Christ as the all and in all. Praise the Lord. Amen.

[Isaiah 45:5]

“I am Jehovah and there is no one else; Besides Me there is no God.”

In verses 6, 21, and 22; and 46:9; and 44:6, 8, we also find the same words.

[Ephesians 4:6] “God and Father of all, who…is…in you all”

[Colossians 1:27] “Christ in you.” Also, in John 14:20, the Lord says, “I (am) in you.”

[John 14:17] “The Spirit of truth…shall be in you.” So the Spirit is also in us.

[1 Corinthians 8:4]

“There is no God but One.”

We should never remove the “une” from the word “tri-une”. Nor shall we undermine the “tri” aspect of this Triune God. Oh Lord Jesus.

76. So similarly be subjected to one another in Christ. Submit yourself to one another in Christ. There is no individual self in the Church. In the One Body of Christ there is Only Christ, One Spirit, and One Body-life, One Church-Life, and God’s Life. Amen.

[Eph. 5:21 and the example of Trinity]

And:

1. Try to seek God and not the religion. Religion is of man, man created vain satanic things to please God. Dear brothers: Only God can match God in this God Created Universe. Only the All-Sufficient Christ is the All-Unique-Inclusive Replacement of ALL and In ALL. Hallelujah! Amen.

2. GOD loves variety and uniqueness. Do not imitate man but seek Him who is the creator of everything. He made everything beautiful like a poem. Hallelujah! We are God’s masterpiece, His divine poem. We all are beautiful and unique in our ability, identity, and talent. We all are lovely to Him. So do not imitate man in an outward manner but gain Christ in an inward manner.

3. “In Biblical God we will not loose our identity in the eternity”. We are made for the eternity. We are the God’s corporate expression in Christ unto all eternity. Hallelujah. Praise God. Praise HIM.

[Matthew 6:19-21]

“Do not store up for yourselves treasures on the earth, where moth and rust consume and where thieves dig through and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust consumes and where thieves do not dig through nor steal. For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.”

77. Love of Money is the opposite of Grace, it is the love for mammon, the devil:

“It is not just enough for a believer to be legally right in handling money but to be also able to live without holding on to money.” Amen.

And we need to change (repent in) four things for this:

1. Exercise our spirit, live in the mingled Spirit

2. Conversion of the heart

3. Transformation of our soul

4. And Repentance of all

Pray and Seek His Mercy!!

“To give away money is to win a victory over the powers of darkness and death that oppress us.” May He strengthen us. Amen.

[Hebrews 13:5]

“Let your way of life be without the love of money, being satisfied with the things which are at hand; for He Himself has said, “I shall by no means give you up, neither by any means shall I abandon you”;”

78. C.S Lewis said: “Pain is God’s megaphone.” How true it is!

And sometimes, It is God’s way of arousing us from spiritual lethargy. Pain is the fuel of passion – it energizes us with an intensity to change that we don’t normally possess.

[2 Corinthians 11:27]

“In labor and hardship; in watchings often; in hunger and thirst; in fastings often; in cold and nakedness –”

79. The (Real) Problem:

“Once we begin to place our Faith anywhere other than where it belongs [the Lord Jesus Christ], we have become the (real) Problem.”

[2 Corinthians 11:30]

“If I must boast, I will boast of the things of my weakness.”

80. “Our will follows our fallen desires; society is simply in our mouth but man do not believe in Saviour Christ because of his pride and blindness. Man do not believe because there is a greater deceiver skinjoined to him, even inside him and residing in his natural man. That deceiver is Satan. And society is rather on our lips than in our deceitful hearts.”

Brothers, don’t be afraid of the society but see the real need of salvation. Look to the faith, have faith and do not give place to Satan.

[Luke 14:33]

“In the same way therefore everyone of you who does not forsake all his own possessions cannot be My disciple.”

Similarly, those of you who are burdened to preach the gospel do not be anxious and afraid of the society. Society is a big and subtle lie of the ruler of this word (Satan). Break the bondages of the society with the marvelous highest Gospel.

[Matthew 19:29]

“And everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or fields for My name’s sake shall receive hundred times as much and shall inherit eternal life.”

81. Living meditation is Exercise your spirit all the time; being in the mingled Spirit all the time. This is true meditation, this is the real meditation of (and on) the Word of God.

[Acts 7:48]

“Yet the Most High does not dwell in that which is made by hands, even as the prophet says,”

Even your attentive concentration in the classroom (school or college) is an important part of this meditative life (I.e Spirit filled life). Be attentive with sweetest of the smile (expressing divine Joy) on your face. You should be clear about your purpose that for what exactly you are “where you are”!

Oh Lord Jesus, O Lord, O Lord Jesus. Oh Lord Jesus. [Zeph. 3:9]

Calling upon the Jesus Name all the time; setting our mind on the things of the Spirit. Being redeeming the time with complete participation and with full strength of ours in the Lord. Exercising our spirit over our will and mind and emotions. Speaking forth from the spirit and open heart where the Lord is growing and spreading Himself to us. And this is our classroom living participation and living and state of reality! Yes in the classroom.

[- This is one such song (hymn) which was written in the classroom]

1. O Lord what a mystery!

A sacrifice not in a temple,

No alter, no priest, but

Above the rocks, on a tree;

Not burnt, not slayed but crucified

A curse made Sin, Oh Lord, Thee!

3. O Lord what a mystery!

Thou Creator came as a lowly man,

Oh Thy sweet fragrance, sacrifice immortal

Choose by Abba, killed by man,

Judged by God, punished as man

In heaven above, my only plead Thee!

When we live in our mingled Spirit, the very processed Triune God dispenses Himself into our spirit. Thus the Lord grows more and more into our heart. Even the soul and its distinct part participates with our spirit and whole being to be in the living meditation. Thus Loving God and being as the top enjoyers of God all the time with all our strength and will, … throughout our whole life. Hallelujah. Amen!

[Joel 2:32]

“And it shall come to pass, [that] whosoever shall call upon the name of the LORD shall be delivered: for in mount Zion and in Jerusalem shall be deliverance, as the LORD hath said, and in the remnant whom the LORD shall call.”

82. Many hurting people allow their past circumstances to control and determine their future and destiny. They often allow themselves to wallow in self-defeat, self-sabotage, self-pity and depression, never realizing that everybody has the capacity to get past the past and experience victory and spiritual regeneration in the Lord Christ Jesus.

Just repent brothers and ask forgiveness. There is mercy for all!

[Romans 1:20]

“For the invisible things of Him, both His eternal power and divine characteristics, have been clearly seen since the creation of the world, being perceived by the things made, so that they would be without excuse;”

83. If we try (according to our natural life) to be spiritual in our head and behavior instead of exercising our spirit to be spiritual, we are only then an instruments of Satan to damage the God’s goal in us. Oh be in the mingled spirit. Exercise the Spirit. Being Spiritual is matter of Spirit and not of our outward behavior, thoughts, decisions, and choice and imitation (or mimicry).

[Galatians 4:8]

“However at that time, not knowing God, you were slaves to the gods which by 1nature are not gods;”

84. Ah, God’s heart purpose in me, I see now, and I follow in His mercy and by His Grace. Oh! There is Joy and Peace in me. Praise God. Hallelujah. Amen.

[Matthew 20:7]

“They said to him, Because no one has hired us. He said to them, You also go into the vineyard.”

85. Three things I Failed at and my brothers pointed out and exposed and the Lord recovered graciously:

[Philippians 3:9]

“And be found in Him, not having my own righteousness which is out of the law, but that which is through faith in Christ, the righteousness which is out of God and based on faith,”

1. I failed to do what I spoke and promised

2. Others condemned me of being right always

3. Late riser in the Kingdom of God

Oh Lord Jesus, now I am free from all the three bondages. The Lord is my strength, tower, refuge, and source and shepherd. Amen.

[2 Thess. 2:17]

“Comfort your hearts and establish you in every good work and word.”

86. “Where from the energy comes to labor? – From the Good-Will of the Spirit, and the Good-Will gives birth to Good Works and the Hope in Christ. And the Spirit begets Good-Will in us, which is the result of Faith in God, who at last and from the beginning is the source of All things.”

[1 John 3:2]

“Beloved, now we are children of God, and it has not yet been manifested what we will be. We know that if He is manifested, we will be like Him because we will see Him even as He is.”

87. “If you just want to know God, seek God, then go with anyone (there are so many men in this business) but if you want to taste God, enjoy God and seek His eternal purpose in you; And if you want that rather God should find you in such a way that one who don’t know God can see God in you, through you, then please dear brother, come with me and listen to what I have to say.”

[2John 1:12]

“Though I have many things to write to you, I do not want to do so with paper and ink, but I am hoping to be with you and to speak face to face that our joy may be made full.”

[Hebrews 13:8]

“Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today, yes, even forever.”

yes … –it is! All the mysteries are hidden in time but time doesn’t reveal itself by its own but in time that which was concealed shines and come forth by itself — this is the timeless Creation (yet in time) of One Living God, who is revealed in Christ Lord Jesus.

[2 Corinthians 5:7]

“For we walk by faith, not by appearance –”

88. On Personal Discipline and Self Control:

[Mark 3:20]

“And He came into a house, and again a crowd came together, so that they could not even eat bread.”

1. When Christ is the Head it leads us to Holiness and Righteousness and brings self-control in us. This is when Christ is in control. Oh Lord Jesus.

2. When Christ controls it allows us to redeem the time, bringing self discipline and limitation in Christ. This results in the issuing forth of the unceasing gospel preaching. Oh Lord Jesus.

3. And self control and internal discipline comes from authentic centering, which is in Christ alone. Oh Lord Jesus, O Lord Jesus.

[2 Corinthians 8:21]

“For we exercise foresight for what is honorable not only in the sight of the Lord but also in the sight of men.”

Jesus Only. Christ Alone. Hallelujah!

[Revelation 22:20-21]

“He who testifies these things says, Yes, I come quickly. Amen. Come, Lord Jesus!

The grace of the Lord Jesus be with all the saints. Amen.”

– End of Part I –